Oh God, I seriously can't be alone with my thoughts at this hour. No. (Pounds the bed countless times)

Why do I have to put myself with these thoughts. I don't want to think about life. I don't want to think about anything. I want to sleep, but my thoughts keep me up, haha.

I don't think my significant other would appreciate me rolling around in bed at night, though of course, I'd probably be just holding her as she sleeps soundly.

Why are you making me think?

My life. My girl. My thoughts, the "ifs" "what ifs" "should of".. I get.