tiring....lol. i'm always getting sick. it's annoying. D: lol. i have nothing to write. it's so baaad..oh wait! i gots one..hang on..
A couple are laying in bed giggling and laughing. The covers tightly on their flesh, they breath with the same sync of air. The guy smiles and stares at the girl, panting. She smiles back at him.
She touches his cheeks, smiling.
"you're the best!"
He looks at her, wrapping his arms around her waist laughing.
"what did i do?"
She smiles, shaking her head. pulling him into a kiss. He replies back, pulling her close to him. she kisses his cheek, and buries her head onto his chest, tightly clutching onto his shirt.
He strokes her back and lays his head on top of her head.
"..I love you.." he says to the girl. The girl tightly shakes her head, closing her eyes. tightly holding onto his shirt.
"don't go.." she pleaded, whimpering.
"I...I have to.." he whispers back, stroking her hair
"...but..but...I-"
"wake up.." he smiles
The girl sits up from the bed, gasping for air. She looks at the picture from her bed side. her face turns to a frown. covering her face...the time reads 7:30. School starts in an hour.
She gets ready.
although the painful, yet memorable moments they have together still lingers in her mind. she knew she had to move on..and start fresh.
yah. well..i don't know...sorry for that! story! I didn't mean to have it like that, i couldn't write it as I wanted it to be...but..ya! xD
Saturday, June 26, 2010
Thursday, June 24, 2010
Passage
I make you worry and sick. I make you depressed and down, and do you deserve it? No. You don't. It's all my fault. Because of me, you were like that...don't deny it because I know it's my fault.
Be happy, you need to be happy. it's always the best for everyone. with or without me. you're going to be happy. face it, that's just how the world really is. people are just like that, and it's the truth.
I know you will be happy because the only way for you to go is UP. Another will come and take you by the hand and swoop you off with their thoughts and feelings, and you will fall in love.
I will be okay.
Everything will be okay. Promise. Smile and be happy..
Be happy, you need to be happy. it's always the best for everyone. with or without me. you're going to be happy. face it, that's just how the world really is. people are just like that, and it's the truth.
I know you will be happy because the only way for you to go is UP. Another will come and take you by the hand and swoop you off with their thoughts and feelings, and you will fall in love.
I will be okay.
Everything will be okay. Promise. Smile and be happy..
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Wednesday, June 16, 2010
Sunday, June 13, 2010
The Amazing-Mind Boggling Thought
What happened. Was there amiss? Did time just really hit us in the face, and actually moved to a year and things just came crashing down from there.
I'm delusional, afraid, worried, excited, discouraged, anxious. mixed feelings. The whole shit and everything just makes me want to wonder.
WHY?
What happened to those friends that said, "we'll be always there for you." and then you see them, they completely just ignore you and walk off to the other direction. breathless as they step away from the memories that they have been with..
What happened those days where everything was so carefree, and people didn't care about the things that don't matter to them and now, everything is just messed up because it wasn't as great as it was.
What ever happened to those promises. Are we just going to ignore it and move on with our lives and continue as if we're not even there anymore?
What ever happened to..EVERYTHING. It's completely messed up.
This wasn't how it was supposed to be. I don't know about the rest of thw world, but personally me, I'm afraid of this change. I wasn't expecting to see this. I didn't want this. I'm like a fucking kid for pete's sake. I look at everything from a child's perspective.....
Change is something we'll just have to do and I guess I didn't REALLY expect this to happen. everything has its time for something great. Change can be a good thing, or not. but it has its times when it could benefit...I just didn't expect it to be this fast.
What happened..what happened to us?
I'm delusional, afraid, worried, excited, discouraged, anxious. mixed feelings. The whole shit and everything just makes me want to wonder.
WHY?
What happened to those friends that said, "we'll be always there for you." and then you see them, they completely just ignore you and walk off to the other direction. breathless as they step away from the memories that they have been with..
What happened those days where everything was so carefree, and people didn't care about the things that don't matter to them and now, everything is just messed up because it wasn't as great as it was.
What ever happened to those promises. Are we just going to ignore it and move on with our lives and continue as if we're not even there anymore?
What ever happened to..EVERYTHING. It's completely messed up.
This wasn't how it was supposed to be. I don't know about the rest of thw world, but personally me, I'm afraid of this change. I wasn't expecting to see this. I didn't want this. I'm like a fucking kid for pete's sake. I look at everything from a child's perspective.....
Change is something we'll just have to do and I guess I didn't REALLY expect this to happen. everything has its time for something great. Change can be a good thing, or not. but it has its times when it could benefit...I just didn't expect it to be this fast.
What happened..what happened to us?
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
....
I want to write something so crazy that i'll start babbling about it. i don't know. just anything out of the particular, and i wouldn't have to deal with this stupid feeling that i keep having.
i'm sick and tired of it. i'm not too creative. leave it be and just shut the fuck up, you know?
i'm sick and tired of it. i'm not too creative. leave it be and just shut the fuck up, you know?
Saturday, June 5, 2010
What to say...
What do you say when someone says, "I don't feel it anymore". that's a question that runs through me everyday because it's all downhill for me. i can't stop it. i don't want to think about it, but...what are the odds.
if it happens. it happens. that's life.
if it happens. it happens. that's life.
500 days of drama
I've watched 500 days of Summer. it's a really good movie. it's an indie film, it's sweet, dramatic and breath-taking.
Tom, the protagonist, believes in the whole fate, soul mate sort of divine intervention being. I mean seriously, watching the movie and how it was clearly proven that this man, this lonesome man, needed love. he works at this Greeting Card facility 3 to 4 years of his life, regretting not becoming a Architect. in fact, he didn't want to become one..because he was lonely.
Summer, the other protagonist, believes that there is no such thing as love and that's its so cliche, and things happen for a reason. miracles are over-rated. there's no point in being so caught up with everything. LIFE moves on as it is..
BUT the funny thing is that, for some old fashioned reason...these two got tangled up on each other. two opposite knuckleheads met and began to start having tiny feelings with each other. although, Tom, he wanted Summer. He "loved" Summer...Summer didn't partake in any of it because she's doubtful and wasn't really hoping to get in a relationship...yet.
I don't know. the movie was all too good to imagine.
love. what is there to say about it? Love has it's own meaning, people tend to show it in different ways, and you recieve it in another manner. but because that's how it's suppose to be...the outcome is always a predicament on whether it is worth it or not.
you can't put labels on people because of who they are. it's not the way it works, but people are just too closed minded to be themselves that they judge people because of their appearances.
i don't know why...i don't know why i'm writing this..it just came to me while i watching this, and i really wanted to write something...the feeling is gone. like most feelings are, you know?
the funny thing is that..although...although summer said she wasn't ready to fall in love. it's amazingly ironic that she got married in the end. and tom is just like, "i don't understand..."
just a train of thought. :)
Tom, the protagonist, believes in the whole fate, soul mate sort of divine intervention being. I mean seriously, watching the movie and how it was clearly proven that this man, this lonesome man, needed love. he works at this Greeting Card facility 3 to 4 years of his life, regretting not becoming a Architect. in fact, he didn't want to become one..because he was lonely.
Summer, the other protagonist, believes that there is no such thing as love and that's its so cliche, and things happen for a reason. miracles are over-rated. there's no point in being so caught up with everything. LIFE moves on as it is..
BUT the funny thing is that, for some old fashioned reason...these two got tangled up on each other. two opposite knuckleheads met and began to start having tiny feelings with each other. although, Tom, he wanted Summer. He "loved" Summer...Summer didn't partake in any of it because she's doubtful and wasn't really hoping to get in a relationship...yet.
I don't know. the movie was all too good to imagine.
love. what is there to say about it? Love has it's own meaning, people tend to show it in different ways, and you recieve it in another manner. but because that's how it's suppose to be...the outcome is always a predicament on whether it is worth it or not.
you can't put labels on people because of who they are. it's not the way it works, but people are just too closed minded to be themselves that they judge people because of their appearances.
i don't know why...i don't know why i'm writing this..it just came to me while i watching this, and i really wanted to write something...the feeling is gone. like most feelings are, you know?
the funny thing is that..although...although summer said she wasn't ready to fall in love. it's amazingly ironic that she got married in the end. and tom is just like, "i don't understand..."
just a train of thought. :)
Thursday, June 3, 2010
laugh out loud
no seriously just laugh out loud because i don't know. there's no point to be happy at times. you go down like the rest of the people. every millisecond, someone dies, someone gives birth, a couple gets married, soemone falls in love..etc. the whole wonderfuckland. it's amazing. purely amazing.
lol. i've lost my train of thought. but you know. just laugh out loud. don't worry. everything is okay. just take a sip and smile...smile for the world to know, that hell it's okay. really, no one would know.
:DDDDDDDDDD
lol. i've lost my train of thought. but you know. just laugh out loud. don't worry. everything is okay. just take a sip and smile...smile for the world to know, that hell it's okay. really, no one would know.
:DDDDDDDDDD
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