Saturday, September 25, 2010
Sunday, September 19, 2010
just writing...
Have you ever felt so trapped? You just can't hold on any longer and you feel like you want to let something go? It's inevitable.
I'm trapped. I'm in my forest. Yes, it's a forest. I'm surrounded by my own problems. Uncertainities. Just everyday bull shit. I'm alone. This is just something that I get to have and have to face. This forest consist of the natural beauties of the world. Wild flowers that shows my existance. Trees that have been in Earth for millions of years, standing proudly and strong. I'm trapped in it because I can't find my own way out. It may be my forest, but I'm just so lost. I'm lost without someone to guide me...
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Have you imagined yourself somewhere? somewhere where people least expect you to be? I wanted so many places. One time, I imagined myself among the stars. What does that mean? No, i'm not dead. I just wanted to lay in space..floating into the vast, never ending expansion of space with those tiny speckles of light, miles and miles away from you...What about the moon? No, The moon has been tampered with. Though there are times when you look at the moon, You can't help but smile at it because it exist. Did you know that the moon is moving away from the Earth 1/8 every year? That's not cool...
Oh I remembered, A friend and I were discussing about if you died, how and where do you want to be buried.
I told him. I want to be cremated and be sent to the moon. He looked at me funny and asked why would you want to be sent to the moon.
You know how when you're dead, some people can sense that YOU still exist subconsciously. But you have no beating heart. A remnant of people's thoughts...
That's how the moon is. Every morning..probably like around 4-6 o'clock in the morning, you look up. you see the sun shining from the East and..somewhere you can still see the moon, but visible enough? That's why... I want to be in the moon too...it makes no sense, but..it seems logical to me..
Where do you want to be?? AND IF you were to die, how and where would you want to be buried?
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You don't have to worry about the things that happening around you because really no one gives a fuck about you. lol. you should keep that in mind.. I remember a friend of mine saying that to me, and it's stuck in me. Hardest opinion ever.. But afterwards, he found his happiness and went all hypcritical. XD!
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Waking up isn't as fun now. XD! it's just wake up and then realize something isn't as right. that's kind of lame.
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say i love you. :)
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I can't write anymore.. lol...i'll try and add some more on here.
What you think? eh? eh? eh? No?! oh.. okay. D:< XD!
I'm trapped. I'm in my forest. Yes, it's a forest. I'm surrounded by my own problems. Uncertainities. Just everyday bull shit. I'm alone. This is just something that I get to have and have to face. This forest consist of the natural beauties of the world. Wild flowers that shows my existance. Trees that have been in Earth for millions of years, standing proudly and strong. I'm trapped in it because I can't find my own way out. It may be my forest, but I'm just so lost. I'm lost without someone to guide me...
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Have you imagined yourself somewhere? somewhere where people least expect you to be? I wanted so many places. One time, I imagined myself among the stars. What does that mean? No, i'm not dead. I just wanted to lay in space..floating into the vast, never ending expansion of space with those tiny speckles of light, miles and miles away from you...What about the moon? No, The moon has been tampered with. Though there are times when you look at the moon, You can't help but smile at it because it exist. Did you know that the moon is moving away from the Earth 1/8 every year? That's not cool...
Oh I remembered, A friend and I were discussing about if you died, how and where do you want to be buried.
I told him. I want to be cremated and be sent to the moon. He looked at me funny and asked why would you want to be sent to the moon.
You know how when you're dead, some people can sense that YOU still exist subconsciously. But you have no beating heart. A remnant of people's thoughts...
That's how the moon is. Every morning..probably like around 4-6 o'clock in the morning, you look up. you see the sun shining from the East and..somewhere you can still see the moon, but visible enough? That's why... I want to be in the moon too...it makes no sense, but..it seems logical to me..
Where do you want to be?? AND IF you were to die, how and where would you want to be buried?
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You don't have to worry about the things that happening around you because really no one gives a fuck about you. lol. you should keep that in mind.. I remember a friend of mine saying that to me, and it's stuck in me. Hardest opinion ever.. But afterwards, he found his happiness and went all hypcritical. XD!
------------------------------------------------------------------------
Waking up isn't as fun now. XD! it's just wake up and then realize something isn't as right. that's kind of lame.
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say i love you. :)
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I can't write anymore.. lol...i'll try and add some more on here.
What you think? eh? eh? eh? No?! oh.. okay. D:< XD!
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