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I don't fucking understand this shit. Don't let me fucking go through this shit all over again. I'm so fucking tired of this. I'm serious, I don't know why this happens to me. I shake my head for it because it bothers me alot. I'm so tired. Very very tired. It makes me fucking want to grab a gun and shoot myself.

Oh man. Pathetic. Stupid Stupid.

No. please don't say that. That's fucking bad. You shouldn't. You won't. Too fast. Too quick..